permission to feel

This process is about healing through creation

where intellectual, philosophical, ideological, thinking threads unravel

toward embodiment sensation and permission to feel

in all of its non-sense, irrationality and complexity

where multiple truths pull in a multitude of directions.

And shaping this into a sharing

an invitation

takes the form of short dances

that only begin to hint at the vastness of the experience consideration experimentation

tears soreness discomfort and joy that it took/takes to craft emotions into communication

distilling the essence

into something we can digest together

in short moments of conversation.

The pandemic invited aloneness, so I accepted.

I am on a learning edge.

Soloness and the aloneness of my own movement voice is new.

Facing denials, violences, paradoxes and shame through movement is new.

Dancing my way through my life is not.